yeah...

I'm honestly not the kind of person that needs constant attention. I don't have a craving to be in the spotlight, or to constantly be the center of attention. But not getting any at all, or at least some recognition, or appreciation of the fact that they are important to you, from the people that are supposed to care, and claim that they love you, stings. I'm not pointing fingers, in fact this goes out to a multitude of people. And I'm not trying to sound whiny, or needy, or anything, this is just a way to vent. It doesn't take much to make me happy. Tell me how much I mean to you every once in a while. Talk to me more often than just when you need something, or want to complain/crab about something I've done. Don't ignore me, or pretend that I'm just a friend, or even worse, nothing at all to you, just because people give you shit about it. I have bad days too, but I'm still there for you. Honestly people, if this is all that hard for you, perhaps I don't mean as much to you as you claim. And wouldn't it be easier to let me know so I'm not trying so damn hard? Oh well.....